new leaf

what the hell is wrong with me? i'm not a whinny person. my life is drastically different now, so what? it wasn't amazing in the first place. maybe going to this special school could be a good thing after all. i can finally get away from my stupid so-called friends and make new non-backstabbing ones. and it's not like i'm completely alone in this saga i have Ian (twin brother) to go through it with me. i mean i've been complaining about how awful my life is and i haven't even thought about him. he actually had a pretty nice life (good friends, good grades, everybody liked him). and i've always been kind of an outcast that never cared what anyone thought about me. why should this one incident change the way i see everything. i was starting to become another person. and i don't particularly care for her. so life is gonna be different. that doesn't mean that life's gonna be awful. . . right?